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Do you ever have those times where you look back and think about things that you have said to other people? I do this way to much to myself, and I usually think of the things that I said that was un-intentionally hurtful ( I'm very good at sticking my foot in my mouth) and I realized it later, and I try to apologize to the person about it, and they brush it off like its no big deal. Making me feel like my apology meant nothing, because they wouldn't take the time to listen to me... maybe because they are still hurt by what I said so they don't want to hear it, maybe because they aren't ready to forgive me. Who knows the reason. And maybe I'm completely wrong altogether, and I'm making a big deal out of nothing(which is probably what it is). I don't know, I guess my point is. I wish people would let me apologized and explain myself from my point of view so they can understand why I say  things they way I do. Because honestly, some times I don't know how to say things tactfully, or how to say something in a pretty way to make something sound better than it really is.

But the bottom line is. I'M AM SORRY. And I wish that you would let me say it properly.